I Wonder

I can't help but wonder what is this feeling I have right now. I just can't find the right words to describe this. It's making things hella crazy for me. I should have known that letting you enter my life is such a big trouble.

For My Friend Tim; Thank You!

Hello there. Wasn't able to post anything here. Many things has happened and I'm glad I'm already over it (I hope). So, it's been also months since I last talked to my friend Tim. I made a mistake to him and I feel shy about it, glad I took the courage to send him a message. I'm glad he still thinks of me as a friend. Hallelujah!!! :D

A short description of Tim for y'all. He's a Swiss guy living in Perth, Australia and of the same age as mine. He's in university. He is also a model! He has a sister and a sweet and loving parents.He is friendly, approachable, funny and uhmmm, cute(?!). Joke! He is actually good looking guy

So,Tim, here's this poem for you, saying how thankful I am to have known you and be one of my real friend even if we haven't meet yet. Maybe soon! :) I hope you know that despite what happened, nothing has change. I am still a friend and I wish you the best in everything you do.

Tim and his dog. You can see who's cute... the dog! :D

You Have No Idea

You have no idea. No idea of what I really feel about you.

Of how much I care about you.

Of how much I think you're amazing and beautiful.

Of what I think we could become.

Of how much you make me happy and sad at the same time.

Of how much you make me feel so alive.

Of the butterfly riot that takes place in my stomach when you talk to me.

Of how much you make me worry and scared.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA.

Bipolar By Nature

I can't help but think how bipolar or moody I get sometimes. There are just times I just don't feel like me. There are certain things that makes me happy and in just a snap of seconds, some things makes me feel down. I don't know if it's normal or it's just because of my hormonal changes that happens once in a while.

EYE GLO Regular - For Tired Eyes

Since I work online, my eyes are totally drained and tired and very exposed to the computer monitor all day long. My mom always scolds me for I am taking my eyes for granted, which is very important to us, humans and all living things that has eyes.

That's then I started using correctional eyeglasses every time I work and I bought an anti-radiation LCD protector that cost around Php 1,400 for a 14 inches monitor size and I am not allowed to wash my face when I am from the computer.

And honestly, I am experiencing some blurry sights nowadays and I am really worried. So, me and my mom went to an ophthalmologist. Well, I feel much relieved when the ophthalmologist didn't prescribed me to wear a graded eyeglass yet. But, she recommended me a tablet medicine (I will make a different post about it, soon) to be taken daily and this, Eye Glo Regular for my tired eyes.

Thy Love

Your lips speak soft sweetness. 

Your touch a cool caress

With each thought of you at sunrise 

And memories of you at dusk

How am I to forget your love 

If it deeply has penetrated my heart. 

Many times has thy beach written your name in sand 

Waiting for thee to come along

Many times have I writen your name in the sky 

Just for it to be blown away by a simple cry. 

But shall I write your name in my heart 

For it will last forever until my last good bye. 

I hold a heart on my hands for it has never been given away

For I wait for the last day of my life to come

And wait for your love or hate.

Though I shall not be sad if it is bad to arrive

For I will still have hope that one day you are to come

And I will be ready with my arms open.

Ready to cry, if you are not yet to arrive. 

It's Leaveland

I bought myself a gift recently. I think I deserve a gift for myself since I worked really hard the past months. Since I was just a kid, I always fascinate for those pretty shoes on the magazines that I always saw. And now that I am already making a living myself for almost three years already, its just recently that I am able to buy a shoes for myself.

Some of my shoes were bought by my Mom and this is actually the first one that came from my own money. I'm so looking forward to buy more for myself.